and yet life goes on…

so yeah… even tho the one I <33 has unintentionally and unknowingly broken my heart into a million ziollion pieces, life goes on.

so… it was DADDYS DAY yesterday! annddd… so.

we went to Richmond place for dinner, had YUMMAY foods… and had… *drummroll* sprite float with YAM ICE-CREAM. LYKE, IKR??

so when it came we we’re like, OMG, WTH-NESS??? then… when we tasted it, I was like, OMG WINN… IT WAS SOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, I Wanna shoutout to my dad, I LOVES YOU FROM THE BOTTOM TO THE TOP OF MY EENSTY BEENSY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU DADDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate myself.

I hate my self for looking at those STUPID PHOTOS. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.
STUPID. WHY???? WHY?????? OHGOSHNES…. I’m SO IRKED RIGHT NOW. *sigh*

WHYYYY???? now… I feel soo jealous of ______ AND _______ I could puke. and it’s all my fault for being curious. AGGHHH!!!!!

in with a photo, out with a heart.

it’s all falling apart…

I can’t believe it. it’s really falling apart…

the holidays are boring.

things I wanna do before I turn 30.
- get a barcode tattoo (I doubt my ‘rents’ll let me tho)
- peirce my lip/nose/eyebrows (same for this one)
- stretch my earlobes (and this one)
- go to a concert in KL
- GET A LAPTOP.
- learn to play the bass. (HMMM…. must remember to ask my mom to send me to sat music practices.)
- get a degree in something
- learn how to oil paint
- learn how to speak french/japanese/german.
- get an industrial piercing (I bet I’ll hurt tho…see?)
- earn some cold hard cash
- go scuba diving
- get over my fear of heights and go bungee jumping
- learn how to use css. (GAH //DIES//)
- uh… I dunno

so yeah, that’s quite a list.

misc:

YAY FOR FRIEND-SIBLINGS
YAY FOR THE ENVIROMENT
YAY FOR THE COMIC ZITS
YAY FOR PRETEENA
YAY FOR HAPPY EMOS
YAY FOR THE EMOMON
YAY FOR BABY GUITARS
YAY FOR WORDPRESS
YAY FOR THE SIB CHOIR
YAY FOR MTV
YAY FOR ACOUSTICS
um… and I dunno.
my feet smell. hahahahahaha

and… a random song which is stuck in my head. (GO DOWNLOAD IT!!!!! the A Twist In My story version)

Your Call- by secondhand serenade
Waiting for your call, I’m sick, call I’m angry
Call I’m desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It’s playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What’s your fantasy?
(What’s your, what’s your…)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I’m tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn’t anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn’t anything you have)

-ashleyyyy moose caoue

in defence of being a happy emo aka this makes no sense

emo. emo. emo. emo. why do people think so lowly of emos?

it’s really not fair. SRSLY. there are two types of emo: the happy ones and the depressed ones. just guess which one I belong to. [if you thought depressed I shall hit you]

I hate it when people stereotype me in to the depressed emo group just cause the dress “dark”. I dress in black [aka the emo style of dressing] all the time but I ain’t depressed. I think suicide is stupid, slitting wrists is even stupider and SRSLY PEOPLE, JUST BECAUSE I LISTEN TO MCR/SECONDHAND SERENADE and AVENGED SEVENFOLD, I AM NOT DEPRESSED.

I’m happy emo. I run, I dance, I sing and I’m crazy, I mean like. AGH. I just don’t like people defining me as emo just because of the way I dress or talk or the music I listen to. I mean like, emo is shortened “emotional” emotional means a “strong showing of emotion”. Happy emo means I’m happy and I show it.

GOT IT?

- a VERY peesed of chick.